Sunday, January 7, 2007
Life Must Go On...
I don't know why, but ever since coming home Monday night from our lovely Christmas holiday, I've had such trouble converting back into the real world. I have not wanted to cook meals, I haven't wanted to clean the house or leave the house for that matter. I kept Talin home from school on Wednesday, telling Tom that he just wasn't ready to go back yet, in fact it was me that just wasn't ready to get back into the daily routine. I've avoided the YMCA like the plague, and try to not even drive by it cause if Collin sees it he starts yelling that there is his school and when can he go back and why aren't we going in now? Yikes, I really don't want to commit to any work out regiment at this point. I've also been dreading going back to church this Sunday. I have been switched to teaching Valiant 12 Sunday School. And everyone know that the teacher of that class in on a "special assignment". I feel like the least qualified adult at church to be in charge of eleven year old minds and spirits, I'm not even close to mastering my own. And of course the sadness that Collin has gone off to Primary and is no longer a nursery child. It's the oddest feeling that I don't have a child in nursery, it makes me think that my clock is ticking and maybe I should start on those other kids I've thought of having, and then, maybe not. Oh well, Monday will bring the inevitable of taking Talin to school, Collin to the YMCA and me to the everyday needs of feeding a family and caring for a home. Lovely.
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3 comments:
I feel your pain. After having Preston I haven't been back to church until today and I probably wouldn't of went since Preston is sick but the Young Womens Presidency was teaching today and I had to do my part.My schedule has been totally thrown off.It was hard to get back in the swing of things.
I hear you on not wanting to swing back into normal after holiday bliss. And I didn't even leave town! But, you will. You amaze because - no matter what - you always work out & keep going. Why didn't I get more of that mojo in my blood?
Good thing I'm not the only one that feels that way - not wanting to get back into life again. I think it was just so much fun to do nothing but play games and cards all week that real life seems too routine right now. I worked out one day last week and then got a massive headache Thursday that hasn't gone away all weekend (and today's Monday!). Maybe getting back into life will shake it out of my head. If not, I may have to raid the medicine cabinet for some strong stuff since Excederin isn't working!
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