Still not real. Did I really grow this little person inside me and now she's mine? For some reason this pregnancy and birth and baby has seemed more surreal than any of the others. The others were taken in stride, crazy medical stride and all. She seems more like a miracle, did my body really grow her, her little spirit and identity forming inside me.
Maybe it's because she's the completion of our family, so I'm taking more time to contemplate the process. And to feel more gratitude for her, sleepless nights and all.
First bath.
Talin and Tatum.
He adores her and has the patience to go with it.
She inherited my snarl, and that's not a good thing.
This photo session was cut short when she peed all over.
Surprisingly gentle with his little sister, I didn't have high expectations for their relationship, but it's going great so far.
First day of school for Talin and Collin was yesterday. I can't believe how tall and old they are. Talin is in fourth grade and Collin is in second, it's crazy.
I love this picture. And I love my little family and feel such a completion with these four, and that is truly a blessing.
I love Cedar City in the fall. It's nice and cool and beautiful. 
We had a great time. Tuesday we took all the kids to a pumpkin patch.
We fell in love with their dog.
Went on a fun tractor ride.
Talin & Baylee (below)
Our ancient tractor.
My cool camera effects. Have no idea how this picture happened.
Stopping for a quick feed.
Tom and Caleb. 
Talin's perfect pumpkin.
Crew found his!
Talin collecting pumpkins for his younger brother & sister.
Collin finally finds his.
Baylee and her perfect pumpkin.
